November 10, 2006

its not thad i dont noe thad u hav changed...mayb its becos i lost contact wif u...trying to forget u...i dont noe..but i'm lost in my own world...n its not thad our friendship dont matter...of course it does...u tink i've been sleeping peacefully for the past few days...well..no...i cant...i really need sum time...n i did not say joey cant be ur frewn...i just want to ask u sumting...y do u want to be frewns wif a depressed girl who does not even understand ur feelings??after losing u i felt like i lost against god again...all i ever wanted was to hav a frewn who would understand me...well mayb u will notice thad i changed next year...cos sumting just happened to me which left me like forever lost n dead...i really need sum time...until then its best thad i'm left alone for a while....i jus hav to find my happiness again till i can go on...n i dont h8 u...at thad moment u said thad cos i was feeling ....one kind....i'm sorry...sometimes when u say "forever frewns" i always wonder how long forever is...

savy angel@ 11/10/2006 05:20:00 PM

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