November 07, 2006

i just watched wicked science and it was so cool!!!about elizabeth trying to scare this actress who came to her school in dis cool haunted house!!!it was so cool...the effects n evryting was like so real...anyway in the end they did see the ghost...hey who lnew being a ghost was so cool but weird...i had dis weird dream yesterday....one of these guy slaughtered my neck(my head did not come out....my eyes did!!!) and i died...everyting was black when thad guy kill me n i could feel pain then blackout....then i was a ghost!!!i was like trying to tell my family wat happened(i had a diff family...super weird!!!) so thad i could be a ghost cos my body was in pain n it was too weak...i looked at myself at the mirror....n i saw i had no eyes!!!!my eyes...they were gone!!! i looked like Ju-on but i did not freak when i saw myself...soooo cool...haha...but i wanted my eyes very badly...or else when i die i would not b able to see...so i went to look 4 it n i found it lying around sumwhere(i hope i dont lose my eyes when i die!!!)haha....so weird..then i brought it along n my lips were turning blue..i could not stay in my body anymore...i went to tell my mum n she was like "oh..nvm we got a debice thad can change u bac...bring ur body to live!"....super weird !!!!!then i was like how u noe it even works..at thad time i had a bulldog{which i h8 the most of all dogs} but it was cute n its name was froggy becos of the way it was leaping like a frog!!!haha...then we put him in the machine n he changed into a ghost!!!i was like holding him so i would not lose him and he was floating around wif my hands around him(i'm a ghost so probably i could hold him) and iwas like quick i cant stand the pain...i either become human or ghost!!!then i went in the machine wif froggy and we were bac to normal...the onli prob was my eyes!!so i just put them bac...so weird!!and my so called "family" went to find who killed me....it was wierd but sooo cool....being a ghost....is like u dont feel anger or pain{unless u go to hell} in fact u dont feel anyting!!!it's so cool...i wish i was dead...the way i live here...its like i dont LIVE here...i EXIST here....anyway my day will come..till then i got to wait...today woke up at 12nn.dreams r so weird....i died in my dreams like 5-6 times....but its fun....but i always die a horrible death....haha...stil fun...i get 2 experience wat death is like...when i was sick last week i could not sleep cos there was tooo many tings in my head...then the next day go c doctor n got medicine...so at night i could sleep cos it caused drowsiness and there was still so many tings in my mind...but the medicine took effect n guess wat...i had 5-6 dreams in 9hrs....so cool!!!i love those dreams....all my best frewns n glenn were there....one girl frm my class{i keep having dreams bout her}...then my best frewn whom i jus patched up wif on oct...and glenn{acting as always}...and my other most closest frewn{she noes everting bout me n my sec frewns...so do i} whom i always chat wif about skool n stuff....well i wish i could dream of jackie....i'm not dreaming of her anymore...mayb she 4got me...sigh...well as long as she's in a good place...i will always b happy 4 her =)...anyway she should b happy 4 me too...cos me n frewns r getting along very well...alot has gone through dis whole year...memories flooded in my mind...well sumtimes they r better left to be laughed at or to be cried at....anyway i love ly class n my frewns{except for sum thad is)...i will b happy...gtg sleep later my mum scold me for using com so late at night n not sleeping early and waking up alte...well i can onli sleep after 11pm...signing off to another world...my world =)

savy angel@ 11/07/2006 10:11:00 PM

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